Life sucks rite now...feeling down...empty,lonely sometimes happy..but dunno whats the reason....just felling soo lonely...and really down...recently,have been quiet for some time..still finding my mistakes...but why...why can't i find it??how did she change her mind so quickly...what is the real reason behind this breakup thingy...is true that u really wanna find more friends...or u've fallen deep into someone...why do u do that...knowing that i'm loving u soo much dear...and this past days...u've not been missing me at all??who have u been thinking of?u wanna end our relationship just like that...u've hurt me so much..and i've been tolerating all that...den suddenly u threw me away..and here i am...now..walking on a narrow road withunknown people..strangers...u noe i dun have much friends...but u have...in ur words their friends to u..but in theirs,u're their admirer..just waiting for u to accept them..dun u noe how delightful they are knowing that we broke up??why out of a sudden..all of them sms u calling u for out daily...why does all this comes out so sudden....why dear..why did u do this?why did u end all this...i've been saving up money for us...and also for u when i'm going to NS later on...but now u're gone...am i too nice for you??thats what people have been saying...i dun scold u coz u told me not to,i dun contact females coz u'll be angry if i do...i keep up on my behaviour coz u'll be upset if i don't,i've been listening to you coz thats what u want me to do and lastly,i've been loving you..coz this is what i've been sincere for to be with you....but,look..what happens when i became the source of a pain...u just hurt me alot but..now i'm forgiving you dear...i'll always pray for you...hope u get to the right path...gd nite...
Sunday, April 01, 2007
_The Truth_
If u love someone, let them go.If they return to you,it was meant to be.If they don't.Their love was never yours to begin with.........
Remember the wonderful moment together..sharing our mind and soul leaving the saddest time of our love ...love that never meant to be together...you'll be remembered.
'FORGET YESTERDAY,LIVING TODAY THINK TOMORROW!
_Myself_
-Zaidi Bin Sani -also known as didi -01_07_89 -currently working in marche -drummer cum bassist -i've settled down and living my life with my beautiful baby love siti nur alysha zara...