Song lyrics | Fall For You lyrics
sweet christina...sweet raihana....but wateva it is,life stil goes on as in even though its hard and sad for me but still i have to go...u forced me to...its okay..u're still the sweet raihana i knew...but abit changes have occur recently....juz hope that you'll never do this again...i've been missing you since that day...and honestly i've been jealous to see you and syah..the way u say that u're just friends....i've given you enough freedom...thats all i can do for you...but you still don't think about how hurt i am...giving you that opportunity to have freedom back then...yes i admit...i always put that smile on my face...even though how painful it is to be hurt...i was taught by my mum...and i can see that u're happy..very happy...but all the pain is inside me...the words u use to call me..bodoh..selenge...dats why i still kept quiet never do anything even though sumone's hurting me or insulting me...coz i was taught to be like that....i always listen to you...maybe not all the time..but most of the time i did listen to you....whenever u're angry..i'll be quiet...never say a word...coz i'm scared of you...i just dunnoe how did u change ur feelings so fast...look up ahead..see who's there??whose been out there waiting for you all the time...maybe i was wrong not all the time but most of the time...u always say...i want someone like this...i want u to become like this...i tried my very best to make u happy...to make u feel better....i dun mind u lying to me about anything...coz i noe u well...u can't lie to me...but maybe some things u can get away with...but even though when u lied...did i scolded you...i just remind you next time dun lie okay..just tell me the truth...than after a few mins we're smiling to each other again..i miss ur innocent eyes yana...i'm saying facts yana...for all those out dere...who always say "buat aper nak dgr kata org ke aper...orang ade tolong bile susah..."ok fine!!!sekarang aku susah aku sedih siapa yang ada...siapa yang tolong aku???jawablar korang semua just tag kat blog aku..siapa yang tolong aku sekarang...harapan aku cuma bergantung pada tuhan saja...solat hari2 berdoa minta pertolongan dari dia...tu saja yang aku mampu lakukan....susah betul hidup begini....tanpa dia...tanpa kawan...haiz...kurniakan lah doaku ya allah...tolong lah aku...